sooo today started off a lil weird when i noticed that it was 10:30 and my mom hadn't nagged me to the point of awakening in order to get ready to go to church which starts at 9:45. so instead she nagged me about studyin for the ACT so i looked at the book for a lil and got to thinkin like if i gotta go thru all this to get into college it better be worth it. because i could bypass all this and move to montana and work at the local Chip n' Dales, hell i dont mind givin somebody granny a lap dance as long as i'm making almost $300 a night.
then i was a lil pissed when i went outside in a sweatshirt to walk my dog and damn near died cuz it was hotter than fish grease outside. i get in the house and changed into shorts and when i got in the car saw that i was 80 degrees. then i gotta thinkin this weather is crazy as hell cuz yesterday it was only bout 50 degrees. odd weather.
things really got strange tho when i check my facebook and i notice that someone had sent me a friend request. mind yu this is the same person that deleted from their facebook. but i accepted it despite the history. then i see i got a message from that same person. not gon repeat everything it said but basically it was about a relationship and workin things out.
Now im sittin here and ponderin on what should say because its really confusing. and the way i look at it is to all the people out there who haven't been in a relationship yet, i would encourage you not to do it. a relationship is a full time job, and between goin to school and actually tryin to find a job what more energy is there to dedicate to something that isn't forever. and i really kno it is forever from experience, the same relationship started 3 times which means it had to end at least 2 right? if not more. on top of that the feelings that yu develop for the other person are crazy and when yu dont really kno what to do with those feelings yu start to go crazy. i would most definitely like to discourage all my readers from ever trying to attempt to make a long distance relationship work. unless yu have the means to see that other person at least once a month DON'T DO IT. the distance will kill yu especially because yu can't see them like yu want to. and i kno there's some people sittin there sayin "well i got skype". yu think i give a damn about yo skype i'm tryin to help yu before yu end up bein suicidal.
i'm just tryin to be real wit ya'll. now this is a blog not an invitation to an interview or interrogation, if yu wanna comment feel free but don't ask questions.
I said it once Ima say it twice, it might be wrong but today it's right,
Dre Noir
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